Part 2- Following the Call

This path I have chosen wasn’t easy. I am, on my journey of discovery as I pray the best for you. May your dreams be a reality, aligned with God’s, that He’ll make you the happiest person alive because all He wants is your happiness. Without God, I am nothing. 

There are many calls for each of us, but which do we answer to?

My life is like a drama series, never-ending. Then there are times that I would really want to give up but I know, I shouldn’t because I’ve come this far, because of Jesus. I don’t want to miss anything for Him, and that was my motivation. Over time, my hunger and thirst grew, and I knew that Jesus was preparing me ahead.

The battle was real and I had to fight. I knew all that was happening because each time God spoke the truth, doubts seem to cloud my mind. Through the words of others, the questions I had in my mind would disappear because God would answer through them. It was as if He had the answer to everything.

And as time passed, I would rely more on His strength. He never fails, and never would. I almost seem to have the attack on all areas of my life, if not one where I would be particularly concerned.

When all goes well at school, and work, something would happen at home. How ungrateful I can be at times when I pushed God away and at times I will pray that my life be not as smooth so that I can rely more on God’s grace. Indeed by now I realised how much God has moved in my life and continue to do so in ways unknown to the human eye.

I love you Lord, all for your glory Lord. To you be highest praises now and forever more.

Dare to dream dreams for God. He’s all you’ll ever need.

In the desert

pexels-photo-459319It’s been three days of Lent. Every struggle is a struggle against the flesh. For the fight belongs to God, and I just have to be still. Time before this was a period of waiting. Waiting in patience, in silence, in solitude. I guess it was a pretty nice time I had with God. Treasuring every moment I shared with family and close friends. My physical was not in the best state hence there were many things I couldn’t do.

Rest, was all I need. Rest, rest in my love He said. And it is in moments and times as such that I begin to see God working in my life, dreams and wishes He’s placed in my heart. Be patient was all He said. And I knew that everything happens in God’s time. During this period of tiredness, I realized God’s love for me. To be closer in union with God, it pulls me apart, to let go of my old self, and be pruned by God.

Yes painful it was, and still is. But now I have regained a new sense of meaning, purpose and mission. To God be the glory, now and forever more. I have only one goal, to look towards our eternal dwelling place, where God has prepared for each of us. For now – my food is to do the will of God. “Follow me,” He says time and again. Till then, take care!